Blue Loss

She’s was everything
that anyone could wish
but she had a deep
hole in his heart
his loss was
all over his face

And I just couldn’t
resist that blue
that darkness
I needed to escape
for my own good
for my own future

I knew I was
a coward
it wouldn’t be
the first time
im child dressed
like a man
and she wanted all

Now i think
on her while im
typing this words
on this empty page
I’m in peace
i’m glad it’s over

Sorry for you loss
i’ll be another
wound.

F. V.